now i know...
whose heart she goes to....
and what i see and heard, my heart is sososo pain...
feeling of deep depress...
is time to let go...

she'll feel more happier with him...
is time to let go...

no matter how she's my first ever who i love seriously...
prevent serious conflicts and everything...
i choose to let go~
think so many time ad....
is time to let go...

is very difficult for me to let her go and forget her...
very difficult...
but~
i have to let go...

i have to go on!
i have to be tougher than anyone else...
let go~

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='(

feeling of guessing is very suffering...
i cant concentrate on my exam...
i cnt tell her right nw because is nt the right time...
lots of ppl chasing her but im nt the very out-spoken type...
defeated...but i just cant give up like tht...
lots of worries... i miss her every second...
i always pray to God and ask him for help...
i hope one day God will answer my prayer... =(